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| Who knows you best: friends from childhood or friends now?
Childhood. My childhood friends never fucked me over this bad.
Can men and women be friends without anything sexual going on?
Sure can.
Do you believe you can have a relationship with God and not attend church regularly?
I did for the pass six years.
Do you have a friend you never thought would be a friend? Who?
Yeah, and they're better than the friends that fucked me over.
Think back to when you were in high school, would your friends imagine your life the way it is now back then?
My friends can imagine all they want. It's my life, not theirs.
What is your favorite thing to do?
Lazying my ass off, listening to music, and draw.
Did you go to college? Where?
I am currently attending TCC.
Are you currently employed in the field you went to college for? What is it?
Nah, dawg.
How did you end up in the current city/state you now live in?
My family got a chance to either live in New York, California, or Texas because my dad served as a marine in the Vietnam War. He chose Texas and here we are; country family moving to an American country.
How many kids do you have? Sexs? Ages?
I wish.
Where did you meet your spouse?
I have no spouse.
Biggest fear?
Drowning in an ocean full of sharks, but knowing there's a rare chance of that occurring, I'd say my current fear now is being alone, period.
Favorite sport/team?
Football, New York Giants. Yeaaah, bitch. Even though they lost this week, it's okay. lol. Just glad I didn't catch the game or else I'd die from all the frustration.
What really annoys you most?
Many things. I can make a list, but I really don't feel like it. I have a disease, it's called laziness.
Favorite guilty pleasure?
Viagra.
Who is your hero? Why?
My momma and God. Because, man...they're awesome.
Biggest accomplishment?
All my knowledge, experiences from life's lesson, and art.
Biggest disappointment?
My many failed relationships and friendships. I'm getting to the point where I really think it's me, not them.
What is you favorite color?
Pink, black, and green.
What is your favorite movie?
Anything with boobs in it. Except scary movies, scary movie turns me on. [ ;
What is your favorite saying/quote?
"All this pain is an illusion" and Gregory House's quote.
What does family mean to you?
They're the only people who will get you through shit. Not your so called friends.
Where do you look to for support and strength?
In my Savior.
If you could have any job in the world, what would it be?
I want to be a porn star. Just throwing it out there. Nah...the thought passed. I want to be an artist now. lol...drawing porn stars.
What quality do you value most within yourself?
I amuse myself because I've always been a loner and that made me socially awkward.
What quality do you value most in others?
Honesty and dependability. Psssph...sounds like a car. Might as well get a car to be my friend. Nah...even my car refuse to be my friend. =[
Do you like to travel?
Absolutely.
What places have you traveled to?
Nowhere. lol. I was offered to go to California, but who would want to go to California over the winter?
What do you like most about yourself?
My bullshitting answers in surveys and my ugly face.
What do you like least about yourself?
My jokes, face, and everything about personality.
Are you a quiet person, reflective person, analytical person, or boisterous person?
I'm always quiet nowadays. I reflect on my life at night. I analyze what went wrong. But no way in hell am I a boisterous person. I used to be, though.
Do you view yourself as dependent or independent?
Depends.
What is your favorite type of music?
Mostly rock or John Mayer. Yeah, he's my type of music, mate.
Who do you admire the most?
God.
What kind of art do you like the most?
Any form of art, really. I just hate people who can't draw, but enroll in art class anyway and it pisses me off around critique time. | | |
| So I'm starting to feel my calves muscle strengthening again. It's been a while, but I'm glad I'm getting back on top again.
Tomorrow, I hope my lack of motivation doesn't prevent me from running my 4 miles. I know it's not that hard, but there are days when my mind just want to make excuse and relax for a bit then I sink into my lazy mode and I won't run for about a month or two. That's when it all starts to unfold. I need some sort of plan to keep me on track and make sure I won't slack off for stupid reasons.
I know I need my rest, but I know myself enough to know the difference between exhaustion and being inefficient.
Good day, my love.
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| So I got bored today around 5:30 and knowing The Office won't be on until 6:30, I decided to have a little fun with my makeup. This is what I came up with. My right eye.
 My left eye.  My whole face:  As I was applying the NYC eyeliner, I realized how cheap it was because as I was blinking, I felt every single particle of it building up around my eyes. It was so uncomfortable. I had to take a bunch of pictures really quick and while in the process, I think I might've blinded my eyes. But it was okay, I like the result of it and I got the makeup off. My eyes are fine. I hope.
Let me update on what's been going on: Brian told his sister who then told my sister to tell me that he still has feelings for me, but thought I was over him so he just left it as it is. He's in jail and he'll be writing to me within a few weeks. Other than that, two exes have talked to me again. It was nice hearing from them every now and again to see how they're doing. Also, I must've done something wrong because Carlos deleted me from Facebook and MySpace. Hmm, I should be concerned about it, but I'm not. I could care less.
Around school, there is this gorgeous, most greatest eye candy guy I've ever laid my eyes on. Erick told me to throw a paper at him with my number in it. LOL. Speaking of paper, I just realized I didn't handle what happened today appropriately. In English, we had a paper due on Monday and these two girls who were supposed to write the conclusion didn't write it whatsoever. They just copied and pasted what I wrote for the introduction. Then I came to find out I wasn't supposed to write the introduction, only the body. Well, it doesn't matter. The teacher and Savanna seemed to be very keen on how Andri wrote the introduction and it made me feel like shit because I wrote the body and I thought it was pretty well written. I've spent the past five years thinking I can write and now, my work isn't getting recognize.
I feel like crap sometimes.
This doesn't affect me, though. It just kind of bruise my ego, but not that bad. I'm okay with it. That is all.
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| Would you have sex with your ex for $1,000?
Nah. I'm good.
Do you currently have a hickey, if so where?
Nope.
What are you currently listening to?
Evanescence. Whoop...now I'm listening to Tool.
If you see a girl with big boobs, do you automatically think she's a slut?
Nope, but I'd think some naughty things about smacking her ass, though. God, I'm such a pervert.
What color is your hair?
Bright red!!!! LOVEEEE!!!!!
Who was the last person that made you laugh?
My little sister.
Why did your parents name you your name?
Because my dad just came out of jail and they thought it was fate that brought them back together because of their love for one another. Blah blah blah...my name means love.
Are you texting anyone?
Nah. Waiting for Sergio to answer my question but he never did. lol.
Last person you hugged?
My prostitute.
What did you do today?
Woke up, did nothing, just came back from Walmart.
Do you regret anything you've done this year?
Oh yes. Very.
Do you have a bad habit?
Yeah.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Yeah, but he doesn't feel the same. Unless I prod it out of him for reassurance.
Would you rather have a smoothie or milkshake?
Smoothie sounds gooooooood.
Do you have any older siblings?
Three older siblings.
Do you hate it when you go over someone's house and do absolutely nothing?
Sometimes, but not unless it's with someone I'm comfortable with. If I'm gonna hang out with someone I barely know and we're doing nothing, I feel like I'm wasting my time.
Do you get easily embarrassed?
Nope.
You doing anything fun today?
The day's almost over.
Do you put ketchup on your fries or on the side?
Doesn't matter.
Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
Nope. I only draw with pencil, though. Sometimes pen, but only if I'm doing my abstract drawings.
Is anything bothering you?
A little bit.
What're you doing Sunday?
Working.
What cheers you up no matter what?
Daydreaming.
Got feelings for anyone?
Nah. My feelings have been used and abused. The only person I know who won't take my feelings for granted is me.
Do you ever watch anime?
Yup.
What time in your life would you like to put on repeat forever?
Anytime when it's cold outside and I'm with someone I really care for.
Do you know what it's like to be truly happy?
Yes.
Ever fallen for a player?
Yes.
What alcoholic beverages have you had in the last 62 hours?
I don't drink alcohol.
Ever really cried your heart out?
Yes.
What is on your bed right now?
Shitload of stuff.
Could you go the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
Yes.
Ever stolen someone's boyfriend/girlfriend? What happened?
Nope. I would never do that, it's too cruel.
Ever had your boyfriend/girlfriend stolen? What happened?
Not that I know of or can remember. I don't spend my times thinking about relationships anymore. I'm just enjoying what I have now.
Is there someone who instantly makes you smile when they send you a message?
Yes and I'm waiting for his reply but I don't think he'll text me back.
Are you currently frustrated with someone?
Nah.
Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.
Did you ever waste too much time on a certain boy or girl?
Oh yes. You hear those stories about couples ending up together because they never gave up on the other person and you thought it could be you, too. Turned out, it's all just a big waste of time and lots of heartbreak in between.
Do you like cuddling?
Yes.
Is there anyone who doesn't like you?
Who cares. I'm never around anybody so if they hate me, they must be around me a lot.
Are you anything like you were at this point last year?
Nah.
Do you drink water?
Yes.
What's today's date?
July 31.
If your ex said they loved you and was sorry, what would you say?
"LOL...okay? Thanks?"
How do you handle breakups?
I handle it like any emotionally abused person would; I don't handle it at all. I'll put it off in the back of my mind until it eats me up inside.
Do you want someone back in your life?
Nope. It's better if we're not friends at all.
What song did you hear last?
Seek and Destroy by Metallica.
Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about?
Some woman asking for Angela. I'm like, "You got the wrong number."
What woke you up this morning?
Nothing.
Do you, or are you supposed to wear retainers?
Nah.
Have you ever thought about killing someone in detail?
Oh yes. Thought about it every time she started talking.
Who are all the texts from in your inbox?
My friends.
Have you ever kissed anyone whose name started with a J, L, C, B or D?
C, B, and D.
Who was the last person you took a picture with?
People.
If you had to dye your hair a color, what color would it be?
Red, red, red, red, red!!!
If you had to get a piercing (not ears) what would you get?
Lip.
Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
I don't know. That one person has to be pretty darn interesting for me to stay interested.
How late did you stay up last night?
5 a.m., I think.
How's your heart lately?
It's been absolutely great.
Anyone say they wanted to be with you forever?
Haha...say that and watch how fast I distant myself from you.
Are you good at hiding your feelings?
A little.
Do you ever get good morning texts from anyone?
Used to.
Is there anyone you cannot go a day without talking to?
Umm...myself.
Do you look people in the eye when you talk to them?
No. Too weird.
What's going on between you and the last person you texted?
I don't really know. LOL. He doesn't have a clear motive, but I know his intentions are good. All I know is that he just wants to hang around.
Did you go outside for more than 30 minutes today?
Nah.
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
Of course.
What are your plans for the weekend?
Hang around then work.
Do you want to get married?
Not at all.
Do you understand football?
Hell yes.
Is your number one single?
Yes.
What does your number 1 call you?
Tinhny-pooh, her pimp, or el pepino. lmao. Love those nicknames.
Have you ever had sex with someone whose name started with a D?
Oh God no.
Have you ever gone camping?
Yeah.
Are you anyone's first kiss?
I have absolutely no idea. Doubt it.
Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
No idea. Never happened to me before.
Who was the last person to yell your name?
...your mom. haha.
Is there anyone you want to come see you?
Oh hell no.
Who was the last person you had an argument with?
Probably my little sister. Petty argument.
Do you think things will change in the next few months?
Oh yes. Very much so.
List three things near you?
Laptop, chair, and a mattress.
Is your hair naturally straight?
Hellz yeah.
Has anyone ever told you they love your eyes?
Yes. They said I have beautiful eyes. What lies!!!! lol.
Were you single on your last birthday?
I'm always single on my birthday.
Who were your last two missed calls from?
Out of area numbers. I bet you it's not even for me. | | |
| Just dyed my hair bright red.
I love it, don't you? | | |
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